Post by Ombekende on Jun 10, 2021 22:02:30 GMT
TW: Self Hate/Suicide, Murder/Death, Child Abuse, Nesis
NESIS
"Oh moons not him"
Non Binary (He/They) : 17 : Sirexgang Fodder : Demi/Ace
Tribe: Silkwing
Appearance: {A very pale Silkwing that always looks somewhat sick}
"Oh moons not him"
Non Binary (He/They) : 17 : Sirexgang Fodder : Demi/Ace
Tribe: Silkwing
Appearance: {A very pale Silkwing that always looks somewhat sick}
Nesis is pretty tall, but has very little muscle or fat. He always looks tired and gets sick very easily, so it's actually more rare to see them without a cold. One of his talons is a different colour, he always wears a glove over it and can't move or feel anything in it- he says because of an accident years ago that crushed it. They have a chain around their neck as well, which they can take off if they really wanted to, but Nesis chooses to keep it on. Even if it gets stuck on something every day.
Abilities: Flamesilk (Only one talon)
Personality:
To most, Nesis is a rather normal Silkwing. They're kind and quiet and doesn't usually talk much to others, instead just quietly watching them or following them around. He strongly believes he's useless, worth less than literal garbage. Almost anyone else is better than them- so they'd rather spend their pathetic life helping make those of others better!
Those thoughts are also why people closer to Nesis are so unsettled by him. His mind is very messed up, as he didn't really grow up around good people. Death doesn't matter to him- the would would be a better place if he was gone. Nesis believes he has a curse, that brings terrible luck and suffering to himself and everyone else on the continent, and the only way this curse can disappear is if he kills someone with a "Pure Soul", or else when he dies the curse will just be given to someone else.
He is somewhat nervous about revealing his Flamesilk to other dragons, mostly because of how it might change their opinion of him. He sees it only as a tool to be used by dragons more important to him, not something that makes him specifically more powerful, but he doesn't want to get taken to wherever Flamesilks go either, since he wouldn't be able to be with his symbols of Hope then.
History:
Family:
Niraea (Mother)
Question Mark (Father)
Relations:
Aprix (Friend)
History:
{Spoiler}-Was raised only by his mother. His father was a Flamesilk and assigned to Vinegaroon hive to hopefully produce more Silkwing eggs. Nirae wasn't one of his partners however. Their relationship was kept a secret from everybody, although she didn't know that Question Mark was a Flamesilk. So when he suddenly disappeared without any explanation, she was heartbroken, thinking he just used her and then left her with an egg.
-The relationship between Nirae and Nesis wasn't that great. They were very low class and she struggled to earn enough to feed them both. Nirae would often yell at him and physically abuse Nesis as a dragonet, blaming him for putting her in this situation.
-Isolated himself in school, no one really paid any attention to Nesis and he never made any friends.
-Went into Metamorphosis at home while Nirae was at work. When she came back she decided to keep him being a Flamesilk hidden. Nesis didn't really understand what was going on or why he couldn't tell anyone, just that it could cause a lot of trouble.
-Around a year later, he accidentally set their cell on fire. Nesis managed to escape with minor injuries, but his mother was trapped and died.
-Met a young Hivewing (Aprix) around that time, who for some reason decided to become his friend and wouldn't leave him alone. After his mother died she takes him in and teaches them about the world, or at least her messed up view of it. They hate her, as he knows she is terrible to them, but thinks she is right as well. Aprix tells Nesis they're cursed, that them simply existing causes everything that is wrong in the world, and the only way to fix things is for him to be killed by a "good" person with a pure heart.
-Wasn't involved with the rebellions in Vinegaroon Hive. They mostly stayed inside and hidden, since they were afraid the Hivewings would kill anyone that rebelled. Looked up to them, but thought the prophecy dragon they had was just a fake, spreading lies to make himself look better.
-Aprix was killed by Silkwing rebels though. Nesis hates themself for not being there when it happened. They cut her left hand off just above the wrist, along with their own, then got a doctor to put her talons on their wrist, telling them that it's actually his, and it got severed in an accident. Spent almost all of their money on the surgery, and has no feeling and very little control over the talon, but has no regrets either.
-They always wear a glove on that hand and can't use it for anything, when someone asks them about it they claim it's theirs, but it got broken in an accident years ago and they could never afford to go to a doctor.
-Decided to stay around the doctor, a Silkwing that was just a bit older than him, as they helped out in the rebellion by taking care of any injured dragons. He starts to believe that their heart might be pure enough to end the curse, like Aprix told him.
-The Silkwing thinks it's kind of weird but appreciates his help, and it seems to make him happy so it's fine. Nesis becomes obsessed with them and they became kind of friends.
-Until a Hivewing started threatening to report them to Vinegaroon for helping the rebels. They both kind of panic, the Silkwing thinks it'll be fine, as they are just doing their job and could claim they didn't know they were rebels.
-Nesis disagrees though. He blows the Hivewing's house up, but the Silkwing was inside as well, trying to talk to them. They both died.
-He realises oh shit oh fuck he killed them, panics in the middle of the street.
-Sirex's gang starts dealing with all of the damage and helping injured dragons. Nesis sees Pieris, who he's heard of before but thought they were just a fake symbol used by the rebels, but realises that he feels kind of similar to that Silkwing...
-Starts learning more about him and decided that Pieris could become pure with a bit of help.
-When Vinegaroon died they decided to join Sirex's gang, to hopefully get closer to Pieris. Is both trying to make Pieris a better person (which just means more like that Silkwing), but also trying to convince him to kill Nesis.
-Kind of gay for Pieris, but doesn't realize it as they think their feelings are just because of him being pure. Is somewhat jealous of Painted Lady because of how interested he is in her, and sometimes thinks about killing her to cause even more despair.
-Painted Lady could definitely kick their ass though.
-Pieris told him to wear the chain kind of as a joke but he took it too seriously- No one told him to stop wearing it so he still has it on.
-The relationship between Nirae and Nesis wasn't that great. They were very low class and she struggled to earn enough to feed them both. Nirae would often yell at him and physically abuse Nesis as a dragonet, blaming him for putting her in this situation.
-Isolated himself in school, no one really paid any attention to Nesis and he never made any friends.
-Went into Metamorphosis at home while Nirae was at work. When she came back she decided to keep him being a Flamesilk hidden. Nesis didn't really understand what was going on or why he couldn't tell anyone, just that it could cause a lot of trouble.
-Around a year later, he accidentally set their cell on fire. Nesis managed to escape with minor injuries, but his mother was trapped and died.
-Met a young Hivewing (Aprix) around that time, who for some reason decided to become his friend and wouldn't leave him alone. After his mother died she takes him in and teaches them about the world, or at least her messed up view of it. They hate her, as he knows she is terrible to them, but thinks she is right as well. Aprix tells Nesis they're cursed, that them simply existing causes everything that is wrong in the world, and the only way to fix things is for him to be killed by a "good" person with a pure heart.
-Wasn't involved with the rebellions in Vinegaroon Hive. They mostly stayed inside and hidden, since they were afraid the Hivewings would kill anyone that rebelled. Looked up to them, but thought the prophecy dragon they had was just a fake, spreading lies to make himself look better.
-Aprix was killed by Silkwing rebels though. Nesis hates themself for not being there when it happened. They cut her left hand off just above the wrist, along with their own, then got a doctor to put her talons on their wrist, telling them that it's actually his, and it got severed in an accident. Spent almost all of their money on the surgery, and has no feeling and very little control over the talon, but has no regrets either.
-They always wear a glove on that hand and can't use it for anything, when someone asks them about it they claim it's theirs, but it got broken in an accident years ago and they could never afford to go to a doctor.
-Decided to stay around the doctor, a Silkwing that was just a bit older than him, as they helped out in the rebellion by taking care of any injured dragons. He starts to believe that their heart might be pure enough to end the curse, like Aprix told him.
-The Silkwing thinks it's kind of weird but appreciates his help, and it seems to make him happy so it's fine. Nesis becomes obsessed with them and they became kind of friends.
-Until a Hivewing started threatening to report them to Vinegaroon for helping the rebels. They both kind of panic, the Silkwing thinks it'll be fine, as they are just doing their job and could claim they didn't know they were rebels.
-Nesis disagrees though. He blows the Hivewing's house up, but the Silkwing was inside as well, trying to talk to them. They both died.
-He realises oh shit oh fuck he killed them, panics in the middle of the street.
-Sirex's gang starts dealing with all of the damage and helping injured dragons. Nesis sees Pieris, who he's heard of before but thought they were just a fake symbol used by the rebels, but realises that he feels kind of similar to that Silkwing...
-Starts learning more about him and decided that Pieris could become pure with a bit of help.
-When Vinegaroon died they decided to join Sirex's gang, to hopefully get closer to Pieris. Is both trying to make Pieris a better person (which just means more like that Silkwing), but also trying to convince him to kill Nesis.
-Kind of gay for Pieris, but doesn't realize it as they think their feelings are just because of him being pure. Is somewhat jealous of Painted Lady because of how interested he is in her, and sometimes thinks about killing her to cause even more despair.
-Painted Lady could definitely kick their ass though.
-Pieris told him to wear the chain kind of as a joke but he took it too seriously- No one told him to stop wearing it so he still has it on.
Family:
Niraea (Mother)
Question Mark (Father)
Relations:
Aprix (Friend)
Did you buy an item for this character? If so, what did you buy?: Minor Disability (×3) Unusual Colours, Major Disability, Flamesilk